A Prayer… a dialogue with Goddess.

Goddess inside me thank you.
Thank you.
Thank you.
The spectrum of love you offer me is mind blowing.  Of another world. Thank you! More please. May I be your instrument of love.
Your instrument of bliss.
Your instrument of all that life makes possible.
Please show me the darkness so that the light may be that much sweeter.

I ask, please don’t leave me in the darkness too long, I know that is where my ego wants to hang out sometimes… longer than it should. 

Oh I know, it’s my responsibility to leave it. Yes. yes I know. Thank you. Fuck. There you go again reminding me of your love. I weep.

Constantly I weep, deep in my heart there is magic I do not yet know. Will you show me?  Will you guide me there?

I already know it?

How do I use it? I’m scared.

I don't know how to help.  Be you.

Be me?

Yes.

What does that even mean?

Love. You know how to show up with and in love.  Keep doing that. That is where you are magical. You hear it all the time. You are life, light, to be in your radiance, what did Alma say, that.  That is where your magic is.

What do I do with it? How do I bring more of it?

Sit with that for some time.  Sort through your emotions.

Wtf, sort through my emotions: ego I see you its okay we can do that. 

Yes you can sort through them w/o attachment.

Breathe. Breathe. Breathe

Thank You. More Please.

Go, make magic.

I love You,

Jen